“ The most important things are the hardest to say. They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them — words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they’re brought out. But it’s more than that, isn’t it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you’ve said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried while you were saying it. That’s the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for want of a teller but for want of an understanding ear.

Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make; you can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won’t know for twenty years. And you may never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and figure out your own divorce. And they say there is no fate, but there is: it’s what you create. And even though the world goes on for eons and eons, you are only here for a fraction of a fraction of a second. Most of your time is spent being dead or not yet born. But while alive, you wait in vain, wasting years, for a phone call or a letter or a look from someone or something to make it all right. And it never comes or it seems to but it doesn’t really. And so you spend your time in vague regret or vaguer hope that something good will come along. Something to make you feel connected, something to make you feel whole, something to make you feel loved. And the truth is I feel so angry, and the truth is I feel so fucking sad, and the truth is I’ve felt so fucking hurt for so fucking long and for just as long I’ve been pretending I’m OK, just to get along, just for, I don’t know why, maybe because no one wants to hear about my misery, because they have their own. - Synecdoche, New York (2008)

My head is driving me insane!

I think there is something wrong with my mind, when I try to stop thinking about someone or about something and focus on myself my mind seems to wonder off into a more deeper thought of the same thought I was thinking about and then everything gets blown up and I am stuck with a head full of over analyzed situations and made up fantasies that I always think could happen when they don't.
I need to learn to control my mind and to relax, not everything is what you think it is, you can only hope for the best but should always be prepared for the worst.
I need to focus on myself, on what I want.
I need to make myself happy.

Solitude is bliss

Went and saw Tame Impala live last night at the Enmore. I can truly say it was one of the best rock concerts I have ever been too and the great thing them is they sound exactly the same live as they do on CD which is very hard to find these days. All in all it was a great concert with a very chilled atmosphere.

Lucidity-Tame Impala

Music speaks what cannot be expressed.

Hello my few fellow followers. I am very tired and cannot sleep and I have exams tomorrow and I have a very sore throat, so why not pass time by posting up some really good music for you all to download or even just listen too. These songs I'm putting on are some old favorites, some new favorites and even just some plain good feel song.  I would probably put more on but I really can't be bothered. I'll put some more up next time if you all enjoy them.


Feist, Feist, Feist. What more can I say? Her songs are very relaxing and very chilled to listen to. This song is called One Evening. I also recommend you download Let it die and Inside and Out.



Now this song my friend Sally showed me and it's amazing, such a great song. It's called Inch of Dust by Future Islands, I recommend to download it and while your listening to it on your computer put it up very loud so you experience the whole feeling of the song.



These are two of my favorite songs from one of my bands The Smiths. 


There is a light that never goes out



Hand in glove



This song is with or without you, this song is a cover of the original written and performed by U2. This cover is by Hamish Cowan.